Look Beyond The Body 👤

There is so much more to a person. Than the frame , the body we see and how they show themselves . What they promise and how they love us .

How they speak and behave when we start to get to know them . It is not about judgement and seeing wrong in people, but rather seeing your own patterns , and cutting away everything that doesn’t serve your highest good. Cutting i don’t mean ,judging them ,hating them and cursing them , just accept what you can’t change and don’t judge anyone , neither yourself

Having highs with someone is not healthy, having rough bed experience and calling it something we actually enjoy is rather self destructive. We are looking for pain because we find a pleasure in the pain , instead of being nurturing and having intimate experiences , by intimate I mean more of being vulnerable and opening your heart to the other person and not necessarily “legs” .

There is so many broken people, who think they miss something outside of them , who cherish other person above themselves, and see them as someone special and better. While we are all equal .

I understand and I know it’s a challenge for many people to just even believe that they can change something in their life , but all it takes is taking a chance on you this time and not putting yourself below anyone ,just being equal . I think it will build up very healthy relationship with yourself, as you will be able to see how much you deserve everything your soul crave so much .

One thing also comes to my mind , we often will pretend that we are healing and we need time etc and then we will entertain other things instead of working on the issues we have within us. The longer it will take for us to understand, where we stand and with what we are dealing when we focus on the unwanted , on the stuff which hurt us and make us feel like a victim to our own made circumstances.

I am just like you and We all deserve the love , peace, abundance and joy. We can achieve it ,because at the end the day it is all within us. Nobody can either take it or give it to you ,but yourself.

Is nice to be important but is more important to be nice Michael Mirdad

How to manifest anything you want .

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I have seen so many videos ,where they teach about manifesting ,and with each new video they have new formula to follow , manifesting is something we do even without being aware of it, but I know we all want to understand the world we live in ,and we try all possible moves we can to kind of fit it and don’t lose in the game , we want to become masters at manifesting

Yet we don’t understand that we already are mastering this art of manifesting , the only problem is ,we don’t control our thoughts and that’s why we have unwanted circumstance in our life , lack of money, rejection etc .

We think we cant manifest but that’s BS its our natural ability ,whether you believe it or not ,and since thoughts manifest , id rather be mindful of those .

We tend to believe more someone on the internet then ourselves , for example we know something works well for us , but someone will tell us its not the way to do it , the right way is my way ,then we change it and we end up with unwanted results ,since we believed more in what someone else said than what we know to be true for us .

You manifest your entire life , and it has never been hard ,yet now it seems like you cant do it , the mindset itself makes it hard so it will be very good to start with what you telling yourself .

Stop saying things like , I cant do it , everyone else does but not me , I don’t believe it will happen , its not for me , etc its BS but even though it is BS this BS will manifest in your reality by not giving you what you want but by giving you what you fear and don’t want , so whether u like it or not , you are master at manifesting , its your choice to chose what you will manifest from now on .

This is your life and you and only you are in the power to create what you love . Manifesting doesn’t need to make sense , its not logical , nobody even ask you to believe in manifestation , its here and always will be , its up to you , how you will choose to use it , for you or against you , remember you are not the victim of the circumstance , you create your life based on your assumptions , so always make sure to check yourself , because there is really no one to change but yourself .

Honorata Czestochowska
Honorata Czestochowska

I Don’t Relate To You

I find it hard to relate with others, not because I don’t want to … but because I see what they rather not see. I don’t judge them yet I can’t agree and lie to them anymore .

Everything I used to believe in … that is non existent anymore.

Life has changed so drastically. I feel like I am the same person yet different in the way of viewing life and experiences.

This is so confusing at times .


Have Faith In Yourself

I’m very down to earth person . I like peace of mind and no drama .

However I used to be a drama , when I felt like im not enough , usually that happened in romantic relationships .

We sometimes don’t even know how important it is , to truly take care of your own self . How to accept yourself, exactly as you are , without the need to change something every second of the day .

How to stop being the worst critique, hater and unhappy about our own self being . I know not everyone has that type of feelings, but this post is for the people who don’t feel enough at times, or maybe more than at times .

The only thing I’m willing to work on now , is myself , my own peace, well-being, health and happiness. I don’t even focus on being in Love or anything on that sort, if I find i friend , that will be a happy day for me , but for now I rather choose to be selective with my energy.

And one more thing worth to remember. You don’t own anyone anything, you own yourself everything.

Love H .

I’m done with this

Sike ,! Whenever I feel bad I spiral … why but why can’t I get it Into my head ! Once and for all that circumstances don’t matter ! That I’m not the victim of them ! I created this shit and so I can create better ! Duh . We humans are making things so complicated.

I know it all ,I understand it ! Yet sometime I want feel like I pity myself! What ?! Can’t believe I actually say it out loud .

That’s definitely not my style , not me ! I don’t want others to pity me and so why I do it to myself.

One good thing has happened though. I starred to clearing out obstacles in the human form , I mean blocking , removing and stop having conversations with people who don’t care , don’t bring much into my life or just are on stand by , as maybe ill need them one day ! No ! Old /past is gone and new is being built up!

Sometimes all it takes is a decision… quite often we know it and that’s the reason we decide not to make the decisions which will change our life .

Hope you all well and safe 🙏 ❤

Boost of energy? 💫

Last two days I felt so bad , I could barely focus on anything. Even on writing a few words . It felt like impossible task . ( booster result)

Thankfully Im back feeling great , it’s so good to feel good ! How much we underestimate what we have and don’t appreciate it , unless is taken away !

I just hope to get through the weekend, I work over the weekend ,hence getting through it lol

And from Monday I wanna start writing again , I have book to finish and it’s time to start putting all my effort and focus on it .

Life is precious. Appreciate what you have and love without agenda. ❤

I have so many things to rethink . But at the end of the day I know I’ll make the right choice.

So much love x

Stop Chasing

I don’t chase . I attract ❤

Today I have really felt soo feminine . Totally at peace with myself, with my body . Loving the ones who loves me and appreciating the changes I see around me .

I have a friend of mine from few years ago ,who came back recently and we are back in contact, like everyday. I have thought that people don’t really change much, but the way he has changed , it’s unbelievable, it’s beautiful change and he is an amazing person , he has always been great but now what we have is a real connection.

Life might not always be easy on us . But it sure teaches us and show us that no matter what THIS TOO SHALL PASS 🤍

Happy Tuesday 😊


I have been thinking how badly I want to cry today… I was on the edge but somehow I could not cry …

Then I went to work and more and more pressure started to build up and boom ! Unexpected! I cried like a baby .

I didn’t really have a good reason to cry , it’s just them small things which build up over time .

In fact the last few weeks aren’t the easiest , somehow I can’t find the will to do anything, it just going downhill but today , shit really hit the fan and thankfully I was alone when it happened.

Writing this as I’m waiting to finish work and drive home.

I’m exhausted, my eyes are swollen from crying . Make up is a disaster, but in overall it was a good night if I have to be honest .

Sometimes it is good to have a proper cry ! It’s sort of therapeutic for me . The same with rain . Takes off my worries .

Wonderful Saturday to all of you x


I really wish i could write something proper or encouraging today but honestly, I have been feeling like a little piece of S*** today .

Emotions running WILD ! I MEAN WILD AS HECK !

One second I’m happy and another I’m sad , then again I question everything i have ever done .

Just to talk myself out of it and to be understanding… just TO ! Blame myself for everything again.

I really dont know which planet is f with me right now but honestly I don’t like that.

Screaming at the top of my lungs in the car after work did help me for few minutes…

Something ain’t right with this for sure . I’m literally so sick and tired of myself today .

I know how important it is to feel your emotions, but I’m not even in the slightest sure , why all of the sudden its all coming up at me . Like everything at once !

There is one hope however. In times like this I just love to disappear. I said it’s a hope , but Is it really? Running away and not dealing with everything around me … I guess it’s a bad idea .

I don’t wanna go round in circles and repeat same things over and over .

I’m literally so fed up with myself i could sell myself a punch in the face .

Well that idea actually made me giggle so maybe that’s something I should consider 😂

I really hope you dealing well and stay happy 🤍

A bad day is not the end of the world. But it can be end of my sanity 😬 ( JK)

Love H .