If i could make a choice to go back in time . Just now with the knowing who will i meet , i wouldn’t change a thing. I loved , laughed, made love and trusted. Some people showed me heaven, others showed me hell but regardless of that , i won’t change a thing .

It has made me the person IM today, and the only thing in my heart now is love towards all of the people who helped me along the way ,and I mean every single person, even the one that have hurt me to the bone ,you didn’t know any better and I didn’t know either.

It’s time to be set free and let go of the grudges and bad feelings , if we want to be born again ,we have to let the old self die .

Honorata Czestochowska

How to keep the faith in the unseen?

I think its not easy to do that, until you fully realise, that you are the one, that is making the rules.

Once you start believing that you have all the power, necessary to realise your deepest desires, you are a step closer. You need to know, that nobody can do it but you, you are the operant power, your thinking is making, everything come true. I know many people are still going to say, that this kind of thinking is delusional, that you are giving yourself a fake hope, but nothing about it is fake.

The truth is, you and only you decide, what you will get from life. I know its hard at times, because even though, you will work on being aware of what you are thinking, opposing thoughts, will try to come and destroy and put you back in you place, that place is your old self, but we need to fight it, never agree with statements, that doesn’t bring us what we want. If you want to cry about it, cry but don’t forget to affirm the thing you want or change the narrative.

I think sometimes, actually quite often, we put so much pressure on ourselves, we think that everything has to happen instantly, for us to believe that we actually made it. but its not how it works, some things, will come instantly and others will need some time, but it’s always the right time. you should not put yourself down, instead of victimising the circumstances and people and yourself, flip the script to you advantage. You have one life, and you should know, that you can live it, the way you want. There is nothing wrong with wanting money, love, relationship, material things etc, it’s all here for us to use and enjoy.

Written by Honorata Czestochowska

The Principle of Rhythm – The Kybalion

“Everything flows ,out and in ; Everything has its tides; all things rise and fall; the pendulum -swing to the right is the measure of the swing to the left; rhythm compensate.”

This principle embodies the truth that in Everything there is manifested a measured motion, to and fro; a flow and in-flow; a swing backward and forward; pendulum-like movement;a tide-like ebb and flow; a high- tide and low- tide;between the two poles which exist in accordance with the Principle of Polarity . There is always an action and a reaction; an advanced and retreat; a rising and a sinking. This is in the affairs of the Univers, sun, worlds , men, animals, mind , energy, and matter. This law is manifest in the creation and destruction of worlds; in the rise and fallof nations ;in the life of all things ; and finally in the mental states of Man(and it is with this latter that the Hermetists find the understanding of the Principle most important). The Hermetists have grasped this Principle, finding its universal application,and have also discovered certain means to overcome its effect in themselves by the use of the appropriate formulas and methods. They apply the Mental Law of Neutralization. They cannot annul the Principle, or cause it to cease its operation,but they have learned how to escape its effect upon themselves to a certain degree depending upon the Mastery of the Principle. They have learned how to use it,instead of being used by it. In this and similar methods, consist the AR if Hermetists. The Master of Hermetics polarizes himself at the point at which he desire to rest,and then neutralizes the Rhythmic swing of the pendulum which would tend to carry him to the other pole. All individuals who have attained any degree of self- Mastery do this to certain degree, more or less unconsciously, but the master does this consciously, and by the use of his will,and attains a degree of Poise and Mental Firmness almost impossible of belief on the part of masses who are swung backward and forward like a pendulum. This Principle and that of Polarity have been closely studied by the Hermetists;and the methods of counteracting, neutralizing, and Using them form an important part of the Hermetic Mental Alchemy.

From The Book

Kybalion Hermetic Philosophy- Three Initiates .

Am I God ?

It is truly amazing how our mind works . We are easily able to “predict” aka manifest the things we don’t want ,but when it comes to our deepest desires , we lack faith and think it’s too good to be true . There is no difference if you want bad or good , poor or rich , ill or healthy ,as long as you assume yourself to be one or another ,thats what you are becoming.

God ,consciousness, is within us. We should practice trusting God ,who is your consciousness ,there is nothing outside of us to look for . You have all the answers . You can be anything you desire to be, but you have to look within and claim it . You don’t need to beg God to bring you good and richness and health. By affirming I am healthy, that’s what you are, and the same comes with affirming for other things ,you must claim ,that what you want is already yours .

Many will not understand, more yet ,will think is inappropriate to claim yourself to be a God ,yet thats what the Bible is telling us ,and we know that Bible is symbolic and everything to be understood, must be not only read ,we can’t read the Bible and take it as it is , everything has its meaning . I feel like many people would benefit from actually understanding what Bible is trying to deliver in order for us to live the life ,we all dream of .


Attitude – The Power of Awerness-Neville Goddard



Experiments recently conducted by a mural Lawrence Princeton and adelbert Ames deartment in the latter’s psychology laboratory at Hanover,N.H proof that what you see when you look at something depends not so much on what is there as on the assumption you make when you look. Since what we believe to be the real physical world is actually only an assumptive world, it is not surprising that this experiments prove that what appears to be solid reality is actually the result of expectations or assumptions. Your assumptions determine I not only what you C, but also what you do, for the govern all your conscious and subconscious movements towards the fulfilment of themselves. Over a century ago, this truth was stated by Emerson as follows. As the world was plastic and fluid in the hands of God, so it is ever too so much of his attributes as we bring to it. To ignorance and seen, it is Flint. They adapt themselves to it as they may, but in proportion as a man has anything in him divine, the firmament  flows before him and takes his signature and form.

Your assumption is the hand of God moulding the firmament into the image of that which you assume. The assumption of the wishful field is the high tide which lift you easily off the bar of the senses where you have so long claimed stranded. It lifts the mind into a prophecy in the full right sense of the world and if you have that controlled imagination and absorbed attention which it is possible to attain, you may be sure that all your assumption implies will come to pass. What seems to be, is, to those to whom it seems to be, he was only repeating the eternal truth, there is nothing unclean of itself but to him that esteemeth  anything to be in clean, to him it is unclean.

Because there is nothing unclean of itself or clean of itself, you should assume the best end think only of that which is lovely and of good to report. It is not superior inside, but ignorance of this law of assumption, if you read into the greatness of men some little Ness with which you might be familiar or into some situation or circumstances and unfavourable conviction. Your particular relationship to another influences your assumption with respect to that other and make you see in him that which you do see. If you can change your opinion of another, then watch you now believe of him cannot be absolutely true but is only relatively true. The following is an actual case history illustrating how the l law of  assumption works, one day, a costume designer described to me her difficulties in working with a prominent theatrical professor. She was convinced does he unjustly criticised and rejected her best work and that often he was deliberately rude and unfair to her. Open hearing her story, I explained that if she found the other route an unfair, it was a sure sign that she, herself, was wanting and that it was not the producer, but herself that was in need of a new attitude. I told her that the power of this law of assumption and its practical application could be discovered only through experience, and that only by assuming that the situation was already what she wanted it to be could she prove that she could bring about the change desired. Her employer was merely bearing witness, telling her by his behaviour what her concept of him was. I suggested that it was quite probable that she was carrying on conversations with him in her mind which were filled with criticism and recriminations. There was no doubt but that she was mentally arguing with the producer, for others only echo that which we whispered to them in secret. I asked her if it was not true that she talked to him mentally, and if so, what those conversations were like. She confessed that every morning on her way to the theatre she had told him just what she thought of him in a way she would never have dared addressed him in person. The intensity and force of her mental arguments with him automatically established his behaviour towards her. She began to realise that all of us carry on mental conversations, but, unfortunately, on most occasions, this conversations are argumentative. We have only dropped serve the passerby on the street to provide this assertion, that so many people are mentally engrossed in conversations and few appear to be happy about it, but the very intensity of their feeling must lead them quickly to the unpleasant incident they themselves have mentally created and therefore must now encounter. When she realised what she had been doing, she agreed to change her attitude and to leave this law faithfully by assuming that her job was highly satisfactory and her relationship with the producer was a very happy one. To do this, she agreed that, before going to sleep at night, on her way to work, and at other intervals during the day, she would imagine that he had congratulated her on her fine designs and that she, in turn, and thanked him for his praise and kindness. To her great delight, she soon discovered for herself that her own attitude was the cause of all that befell her. The behaviour of her employer miraculously reversed itself. His attitude, echoing as it had always done, that which she had assumed, now reflected her changed concept of him. What she did was by the power of her imagination. Her persistent assumption influenced his behaviour and de terminate his attitude toward her. With the passport of desire on the wings of a controlled imagination she travelled into the future of her own predeterminate experience. Thus we see it is not facts, but that which we create in our imagination, which shapes our lives, for most of the conflicts of the day are due to the want of a little imagination to cast their beam out of our own I. It is the exact an literal minded who lives in fictious world. As this designer, by her controlled imagination, started the subtle change in her employer’s mind, so can we, by the control of our own imagination and wisely directed feeling, solve our problems. By the intensity of her imagination and feeling, the designer cast a kind of intendment on her producers mind and caused him to think that his generous praise originated with him. Often our most elaborate and orjinal thoughts are determined by another. We should never be certain that it was not some woman threading in the wine press who began that subtle change in man’s mind, or that the passion did not begin in the mind of some shepherd boy, lighting up his eyes for a moment before it ran up on its way.


Living in the end…

Hot to live in the end ? if you have ever stood upon teachings of Neville’s Goddard ,then you will understand, what I’m talking about.

Neville is telling us how deliberately manifest our desires by living in the end. You might think , ok , but how to do it ? Let me script the whole lecture over here, or at least the most important bits, since it might get long .

I daresay that everyone here would say YES to the statement of scripture, WITH GOD, ALL THNGS ARE POSSIBLE . (Mark 10;27)

This creative word is in us. Well , what is this creative word ? Its your own wonderful human imagination .That’s Christ in man. Man is all imagination, and God is man, and exist in us, and we in him. The eternal body of man is the imagination. and that is Christ Himself the divine body Jesus and we are his members.

So, when you say, “I’m” that’s He. Now, can you believe that you are now the man that you would like to be, though at the moment of your assumption, reasons denies it ? and your sense deny it? Can you really conceive a scene -a scene, which if true, would imply the fulfillment of your dream? Just imagine it. Certainly you can imagine it, but the problem is: will you believe it ?

Will you believe in the reality of the thing imagined ?

If i could this very moment imagine myself into a state -any state at all- and dwell in it, well now, what is “dwelling in it” Well, I’m dwelling in it ,Well its Christ. And that is the resurrecting power of the universe. So if I remain in a state , I will resurrect it and objectify it in my world. But I have to select it and enter the state.

More to come at later time today xoxo