A Course in miracles Student Workbook

Hello everyone , today I have decided to start new series which might take as long as 365 days , however it is possible to finish it earlier ,all depends from how often I choose to post .

I would love to see whoever feels like it to join, I’m sure many of you will benefit from those lessons , also if you would like to get a copy of the entire book , you are welcome to drop a comment and I will be happy to send you a copy.

Lesson 1

Nothing I see in this room[on this street, from this window, in this place] means anything.

  1. Now look slowly around you, and practice applying this idea very specifically to whatever you see:

This table does not mean anything

This chair does not mean anything

This hand does not mean anything

This foot does not mean anything

This Pen does not mean anything

2. Then look father away from your immediate area, and apply the idea to a wider range.

That door does not mean anything.

That body does not mean anything.

That lamp does not mean anything.

That sign does not mean anything.

That shadow does not mean anything.

3. Notice that these statements are not arranged in any order, and make no allowance for differences in the kinds of things to which they are applied. That is the purpose of the exercise. The statement should merely be applied to anything you see. As you practice the idea for the day, use it totally indiscriminately. Do not attempt to apply it to everything you see, for these exercise should not become ritualistic. Only be sure that nothing you see is specifically excluded. One thing is like another as far as the application of the idea is concerned.

4. Each of the first three lessons should not be done more than twice a day each , preferably morning and evening. Nor should they be attempted for more than a minute or so, unless that entails a sense of hurry. A comfortable sense of leisure is essential.

Honorata / please share your thoughts and if you have stood upon those teachings before .

How important it is to have a routine in our daily life?

Well I will be speaking mainly about the spiritual routine, as from experience I can tell that before it was nowhere to be found , and the road to understanding and change, seemed like impossibility .

Now however, I have a strong routine, which is followed by me every single day, and I already can see ,despite it being only 30 days , how life changing and eye opening it is.

When you learn , and do things for your own good day by day, you see how important it actually is for your own sake.

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I see many people calling themselves lazy or unmotivated etc but is it really that? I think, it’s not really the case .

The main problem with setting a routine for ourselves, whether it is daily life or spiritual or basically anything, is the fact that we have strong opposite beliefs regarding our ability and worthiness and deserving all what it can bring .

So I think what’s the most important at the beginning, is to start small , don’t put a lot on yourself , don’t judge yourself and do the best you can , and as many of you probably have read Four Agreements , you know that our best will vary at all times .

So take it slow and start today . Even if its something you might take as not such a life changing decision. That’s how you create the life , you want to live .

Peace and love x Honorata

Emphat 14:14

Lately I started to think , if going through spiritual journey is really a blessing or a curse in today’s world .

Don’t get me wrong . I feel that I had it much easier while I didn’t care , while I did not understand, when I could pity myself, be a victim etc etc.

However now , them things don’t come easy if they show up at all . Yes I get mad , I have some stupid arguments , mainly with myself or others in my head … but it doesnโ€™t stay long like it used to be .

You might think , what ? Is that bad ? Well , maybe it’s not bad , but surely it makes you not so relatable … and it hurts ,especially when you can hardly relate with the people you had some sort of connection in the past , family etc .

Before if someone did me wrong , I’d be moody ass B …. speak a lot of crap ,even if it meant to hurt someone deeply. Now I feel like them feelings , don’t arise at all . Most of the time Im like , okay I see , well I hope you well. And I don’t even hold grudges.

I feel sorry for the person who “hurt me ” well is it because i finally understand that nobody can really hurt me ? Only the way I perceived things were hurting me ? I really hope it’s that .

Such a long way to go , so many things to understand, the more you try to understand, the less you feel like a human . The ego is not as loud which is beautiful but also scary .

At times the way I feel makes me wonder if I’m not too naive, yet I also see that my intuition is stronger than ever . I can sense someone’s intentions without any problems now , i make clear boundaries and speak what’s on my mind , that is something I struggled with in the past .

I know my worth , what I bring to the table and I’m definitely not afraid of eating alone . I don’t feel like I need to chase anything anymore. Material possession never impressed me even in the past , but now the only thing which makes me passionate and excited is the other open human being , open and healing , someone i can exchange experiences. And nothing else matter .

Superficial relationships .That’s something I don’t want to be close to . Not my cup of tea.

If you ever wondered,ย  if it’s worth like i do . Well i don’t have one answer because it’s hard at times , but it teaches you different values and hope to heal your soul.

Love H

2021 ๐Ÿ‘‹

And we are fast approaching 2022.

There is still few more days to enjoy in this year , so don’t let them be wasted , by negative energy, envy , jealousy and hatered.

Live a little โœจ

Give yourself the space and time . If you need time alone , maybe it would be a great time to do it now , the choice is yours . Just remember that you are lovable and worth fighting for .๐Ÿ’–

Love H .

Painful truth

As i have mentioned in my previous post … triggers came back and well oh well … I was shown, how fucked up I still am .

But am I sad about it ? Not really(ugly crying) , I’m actually grateful (to some extent )because I know exactly, what I need to work on .

It’s all fun and games until you are hit with the reality. And then you see ,you still have an issue with your own damn self .

In order to work on it I’ll take further steps , like hypnotherapy, meditation and off from all form of socials , apart from here , because this is my safe place .

Let’s see how much I can change in a month. I know it will hurt like a MF. I already feel like crying but ill not give up . Never did , never will . I do it for myself. And myself only.

H.