Saturday

Another day , another short video πŸ“Ή

I wish you all wonderful evening πŸ’ž

May 1st – First Video .

Hello beautiful πŸ’« as I promised I recorded a video , it is very short indeed but its the first one as since I really had no time to do more , I felt like I was taken by surprise that today is already May 1st.

Let me tell you something… times flies when you enjoy your life .

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Tomorrow I’ll do my best to post longer one and actually to talk more about the things which are important for me and you hopefully. Xoxo

Girl pose 
Spiritual girl
Spirituality 
Girl in black top
Blonde girl

Blissful Day – daily outlook

Isn’t it wonderful how nature bless us with such an amazing views ❀️

It’s Saturday and this post is scheduled because I promised myself not to use my phone today .

I will visit our local park with my son and I also plan on recording some videos, as I previously mentioned, I’ll post video a day from May 1st so I have to get to work ASAP !

There is so many things I want to talk about, it makes me extremely excited, kinda feel like a excited toddler in a toy shop .

Anyway I really hope you can take some time for yourself today . Read your favourite book , drink your favourite coffee , eat your healthy foods and take a lovely walk to refresh and relax the body, Mind and soul 😊

Give yourself the love you have , stay present and don’t forget to smile .

Enjoy your weekend xoxo

Honorata

How to know if it’s love

Thinking back on my past relationships, I must say , there was no love involved.

It is harsh but true . I’m not going to lie to myself anymore . I was choosing my partners and also they have been choosing me ,because we have had something we could exchange .

No. It was not exchange of love whatsoever. But I have moved past it , understood the lesson . I don’t blame anyone. Not even myself because at that time , I did my best , truly my best .

I thought that’s what love is … Well maybe it was love to some extent but not the love I know now . Not the love I feel for myself.

It was always conditional, never given freely , always in expectation of something from both side of course.

We settle for less , because we don’t want to end up alone . Then we end up in a relationships where we feel lonely , not understood , thinking our partner must take the role of our parents , mind reader, our pleaser etc the list is long .

For me this isn’t love . I want you to thrive and be in love with yourself and your life . I don’t want to control you , stop you , blame you . I dont want toxic behaviour to be explained as jealousy.

Love is pure . Love is magical. And if you give love with no expectations but purely because you can share what you have and you are happy for someone to experience it with you ,without hidden agenda . Nobody can hurt you , you can afford to share because you are full of love .

Be love . Love yourself. Spread the love everywhere you go . Remember… it’s either LOVE or FEAR. What will you choose ?

True love cannot be found where it does not exist, nor can it be denied where it does.

Torquato Tasso

True love 
Quote
Daily reminder
Motivated 
Motivation 
Mind

Honorata xoxo

Thursday Though

UK 
Trees 
Park 
Blogging

I have finished writing my book and as soon as that has happened, I realised that this book is just short cut of the story . I tried to hide most of the things and basically make it seem like it was all good and there is actually nothing wrong with what has happened etc .

There was so many eye opening things, and the fact that I was trying to hide it , is even worse . I don’t plan to publish this version as it’s definitely not the story I’d like people to see. I want it to be raw and real , and exactly as it was , the the stuff that has happened and the issues, childhood trauma etc .

The book will be posted under pen name, i dont want to make anyone’s life hard whatsoever. I just want to put it out there without filter.

For others to know , they not alone . That society is what it is . For others to realise that everyone can heal as long as there is a will to do it. That life is not happening against us . It teaches us everyday, and it is up from us, whether we will learn the lesson on the first time or maybe we will have to go through the same stuff 20 times during our life .

Hope you all have a wonderful day 😊

Friday Feeling …

Yesterday I have had very lazy but somehow productive day … I still wonder , how the heck did I manage to do all I did , even though I had my sister over basically all day, since we were waiting for University to call in regards to her wanting to start studying Business degree.

Anyway I was a little blunt and I actually told her that I love being on my own . To which she of course got offended a bit ( I bet she just pretend ) she loves to make me feel guilty lol

Thank God it does not happen anymore . If I think im being honest ,then you have no choice but accept it and understand. I’m introvert and I simply love ME TIME ! Over anything!

Anyway it’s Friday and i plan to make the most of this weekend, I hope you will enjoy yourself , keep smiling and stay at peace 😊

Honorata.

How not to get mad

My Friend Antonio has send me this beautiful photo πŸ“Έ

I did what I said . ! I wanted to rest and I did , nevermind that I felt terrible

I need to be more clear about what they heck i want . Just now ! Like now ! And it’s 9pm I got rid of the headache which was here since Friday 😫

But there is one thing I’m proud of … I managed not to take any painkillers, it would be just a waste as for me the kind of headache I had , never goes away with painkillers, it has to pass on its own or with a little bit of yoga.

So thank God I’m functioning again as I need to tailor my son’s school trousers as probably some of you are aware , school is back on tomorrow πŸ™Œ

And so work life is back , but that’s something I’m not resenting anymore, because I truly love what I do !

Have a lovely night and so much love ❀️

Honorata